konpeito_aji: (It's not that I like you or anything b-b)
Oda Nobunaga ([personal profile] konpeito_aji) wrote in [personal profile] damn_kitsune 2023-06-14 10:14 pm (UTC)

Day of post in Labyrinthum // locked // video UN: Konpeito-Maou

I can't tell how much conflict between you and Tayrey is real or banter, and that's fine.

Although she may seem naive, she's more scarred by the past than you'd think, and not so innocent I worry about her.

And although she sets aside candy for me, it was in a place where it was plentiful and we regularly died and came back from the dead. So the usual long term problems couldn't truly exist. I know this is just a testing point, and I'm grateful with you choosing candy, and not something serious. [CANDY IS SERIOUS! No, not really.] For what it's worth, I think she would be this argumentative with others not me, it's an intense sticking point with her core value system, and it's been through a lot of stress, so she needs to see how well it's still in tact.

She still wrote it into my contract with her that I cannot risk my life to do things I wouldn't order her to do as well. Originally there was a game with a werecougar -- a human that can change into a mountain lion, a giant foreign cat, and a loss meant death. Normally I would have played it until I both won and lost, I was testing the limits of death and whether it was using wormholes or spare bodies, but she was upset enough that I accepted the one loss and didn't keep playing.

It's for her sake that even knowing I'd probably come back in a few hours like everyone else, I didn't risk it, just in case.

She was with me when no one else was. When Klaus walked away so I couldn't cut him out of my life first, Tayrey stayed and did what I asked at great personal cost.

I mention this, because I doubt she will, and you deserve to know. Just because you weren't there, doesn't mean you weren't with me always.

By all means, don't go easy on her, she doesn't need it, she's stronger than she thinks. But as much as I think she'd get along with Hideyoshi, she worried before that you and her would never be able to see each other's hearts.

[And just because he's a DICK -- he holds up a forkful of cake!] Kanpai.

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