It felt a little surreal, to see a finger that isn't her own catching her tears and also being comforted like this. "Then you have never met a Heron before, at least none before me." A small sigh. "While it is true, Mitsuhide... This one... This one cannot be selfish and ask of such things."

The kiss on the top of her head and she couldn't help but to let more tears fall. Why was he breaking through her defenses so easily?!

"But... I have to be... I am not allowed... Their deaths. Why am I the only one?"