It felt a little surreal, to see a finger that isn't her own catching her tears and also being comforted like this. "Then you have never met a Heron before, at least none before me." A small sigh. "While it is true, Mitsuhide... This one... This one cannot be selfish and ask of such things."
The kiss on the top of her head and she couldn't help but to let more tears fall. Why was he breaking through her defenses so easily?!
"But... I have to be... I am not allowed... Their deaths. Why am I the only one?"
"You are not being selfish if there is one here who is willing to give comfort to you without being asked." Though he wasn't sure what to think about the Heron culture if it caused Leanne to tear herself down so much. It reminded him of some of the Buddist sects that were again Nobunaga.
"I cannot answer to why you are the only one. I just know that they saved you simply because they loved you. For them, you need to learn to love yourself as well."
She shouldn't accept this comfort. She doesn't deserve such comforts. "But... It is still...." She was losing the willpower to keep the argument up. Numb, her whole being feels numb due to letting nearly everything out. Heron culture was the best culture, she is just trying to overdo it due to guilt.
"But... I don't deserve such a sacrifice or great act of love...."
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The kiss on the top of her head and she couldn't help but to let more tears fall. Why was he breaking through her defenses so easily?!
"But... I have to be... I am not allowed... Their deaths. Why am I the only one?"
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"I cannot answer to why you are the only one. I just know that they saved you simply because they loved you. For them, you need to learn to love yourself as well."
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"But... I don't deserve such a sacrifice or great act of love...."